Suicide Blues

Chant the anthems,

The anthems of your death.

Stare blankly at the walls.

Ponder.

A thousand thoughts,

Flow like a river to the sea,

Through your head,

All in but a second.

'Do it'

'No, I mustn't.'

'Do it'

'Stop'.

Suffocate.

Lose control.

Feel the still walls,

Closing in.

'It's only your imagination',

'I'm dying'.

'You're dreaming',

'It's a nightmare'.

Ponder over the sharpest knives,

Load that pistol.

Stare down,

From the highest point.

Dive,

Through the air,

Through the balcony,

Dive, Dive, Die.